Sent: 7/7/12 11:47 AM
Subject: Thank You
Thank you for a wonderful visit. The dinner was superb thanks to you. The evening was incredible, thanks to you. Breakfast and morning conversation were delightful, thanks to you.
As I will not be seeing you for a very long time, to me, and as communications will be sketchy at best, I wanted to simply let you know my thoughts on departure,
1) It is inspiring to me when you think I just might be on the right track about something. Without that inspiration, there is no de-crim project. For me to take on the world, I must be inspired or else there is no animus in what I try to do.
2) Since I look upon you as my animus these days, the revelation that I am not to be trusted by you and won’t be in the foreseeable future, was a huge punch and could easily have been a knock-out blow if I had let it. I fully understand, though I do not agree with, your belief that I am not to be trusted. I have never had success working with or having a relationship wherein there is an inherent lack of trust. Distrust is a huge issue, ask “Rita.” Nonetheless, I have committed to you and I have committed to the de-crim project and will see all things through to fruition, dark cloud notwithstanding. End of topic.
3) One day I met a wonderful person. She is still that same wonderful person and my feelings for her have not changed, nor will they.
Get well, stay safe and keep in touch,